Stages of the Thesis Life

The day is almost here.

Which day? Doomsday.

The deadline for my thesis submission is exactly T minus 1 week. And my head is spinning with all the anxiety and stress.

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This is actually my second thesis in the last year. Crazy, huh?! I’m currently doing a Masters in Linguistics, which requires a minimum of 25 thousand word thesis. Many things didn’t work out the way I would’ve liked, but hey that’s life, isn’t it?

So, on that note, here’s my experience with writing this thesis, in a nutshell. I did a similar post last year during my BA thesis. I’ve got to say, MA thesis just made everything worse. BA thesis was child’s play, in hindsight.

Stage 1: Confidence

Now, I know this was completely different last year. Last year I was so utterly lost because I’d never done anything like this before – except write your usual essay… but doing your own research was totally new! This year, on the other hand, I started off with confidence, thinking “Ah, last year went so well, this year won’t be so bad! I’ll just pick a topic and go from there. I got thisssssss”

cool

Stage 2: Denial

At this point, I was prioritising everything except for my beloved thesis. I was officially supposed to start working on it in February (although some people had already begun in December). We were well into March at this point, and this was basically me:

Sleeping Kid

 

Stage 3: Realisation

April came around and I was still collecting data for my thesis, but that “THIS IS MY RESEARCH” hadn’t dawned on me until I was done collecting data. At this point, I thought, “Shit. Shit, shit, shit. There’s so much data to transcribe and I’ve got two and a half months left. CRAAAAAP.” It had dawned on me that I’d underestimated the bitch that is called MA thesis.

Ah! No.

 

Stage 4: Panic

So at this point, I wanted to cry every day. I had meltdowns, as many of you may be familiar with. Yeah, you know, those spontaneous meltdowns in university bathrooms at the 7th floor because your surpervisor wasn’t in her office even though you didn’t have a meeting or anything. Yeah, that kind where any little thing just pushes you over the edge and it’s all too much to handle. I believe this is a good representation of my brain at that time:

panic

This is too much

Honestly, the thing that drove me to the edge was STATISTICS. Oh lord, if I ever have to do statistics again.. I swear, man. I don’t even know but I know that I never want to be near SPSS again.

Actual footage of SPSS surrounding me:

Evil

 

Stage 5: Adulting

Adulting means pulling yourself together and pushing through.

This meant lots of sleepless nights and living in my cave day in and day out.

This meant a lot of hard work, despite everything else. And a lot of coffee.

Did I mention coffee?

Stage 6: Insanity

Ladies and gentleman, I present to you, the stage I am currently in. I have finished writing the first draft of my complete thesis and I’ve lost count how many times I’ve proofread it. Problem is, I’ve still yet to get feedback from my supervisor on the last and most important sections of my thesis. So here I am, going crazier with every “code-switching”, “L1”, “target language”, and “language function”.

types: “code-switching”

me:

types: “target language”

me:

types: “function”

me:

 

Stage 7: The light at the end of the tunnel

Just one more week, I tell myself. One more crazy week and it’ll be over with. Then I can get on that train and travel Europe for two weeks. Hell yes, I am looking forward to THAT.

I’ve been bitten by the travel bug. My wanderlust will be satisfied soon enough! I cannot wait for the 1st of July!

Cheering Minions

 

Moral of the story: 

Chin up, kids. If you’re going through the same torturous process I am and especially if this is your first time, trust me it’ll be over before you know it! Time flies and you’ll one day long for these days you think will be the end of you. (Maybe this is advice for myself, maybe not. It’s up to you.)

We always think that this is the worst time ever, but once we’ve pushed through we’ll come out stronger and better. We always look back and think “oh, those were the good old days”. So no matter how hard these days are, we will most probably look back quite fondly to these days we call torturous.

Writing a thesis, an essay, or completing any assignment is a work of our own and no other. It’s something you should be proud of because it’s all yours. In the end, you’ll look back proudly and say “I did this. I made this”. Whatever it is your doing, do it well. Do it proudly. It’s yours and no one can take it away from you. Hell, not legally, at least. Those plagiarism rules are tough.

Even if, in the end, it didn’t turn out the way you wanted it to, say with a lower grade, you should still be proud of it. Not everyone comes this far, so take pride in whatever you do.

 

So, is there anyone else who feels like they’re going through these stages? Or am I just being dramatic? (which is possible, ’cause I do feel quite dramatic at the moment…) Holler at me if you can relate! It’s always nice to know you’re not the only one.

Just in case you were wondering what had changed since writing my BA thesis? Well, here you go: click here to find out.

Until next time,

love,

 

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11 thoughts on “Stages of the Thesis Life

  1. Nice post! Aw totally feel ya girl since I’m currently a Masters student as well! I haven’t written a thesis and but totally understand the torture when writing pages of essays ugh. I’m sure the hard work will pay off and will totally be worth it at the end 🙂 Dw chica, good luck and you got this! ❤

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  2. Good luck on your thesis! You got this! 🙂 I originally minored in Linguistics during my first year of undergrad– I switched out later on to Sociology for the career I ultimately pursued, but wish I could have continued taking Linguistics courses! Maybe one day I will go back to school.

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      1. I’m a high school teacher, though right now I’m a substitute teacher (full-time permanent teaching jobs are rare/sparse in Canada at the moment). I changed to Sociology so that Social Science would be one of my teaching subjects as Linguistics as a major doesn’t translate to a teaching subject. I really liked my major (minored in History), but found Linguistics to be so interesting and felt like I learned a lot of new stuff that I hadn’t encountered before.

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      2. Oh, cool! I’m actually going to follow a teacher training programme next year. I’m so afraid of the job market out there, to be honest. I feel like there will be nothing out there for me! Man, it sounds like you majored/minored in a lot of cool things! We should always take advantage of the time we have at uni.. Now that my time is almost over am I starting to realise I should have taken more courses in the things that interested me!

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