I will survive.

Hiya lovelies!

So, it’s been quite a while since I’ve made a blogpost if I do say so myself… What’s the cause, you ask? Finals and thesis. Oh my goodness it’s insane how many stages I’ve been through.

The ugh-do-I-have-to-? stage

The ugh-I-have-to-do-this-but stage

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And then there’s the lingering stress that just never goes away

So you suck it up and switch on your determent attitude and give it a go! And hey, what do you know? It’s going rather well… See? I can do this. I was made to do this.

You’re all done writing up your draft and send it for feedback and fervently await the “good job!” and “yes, good!” and “wow good thinking!”. And instead you end up getting pages worth of feedback on how bad your writing and logical structure is.

Mood goes from disbelief and “are you serious?”

to “what am I doing with my life?”

to “I’m just going to take nap now”

While studying for my exams, I experienced an awful case of why-is-everything-else-so-cool and fun?

I found myself spending extra time doing anything else if it meant that I wouldn’t have to study at that very moment. I’d lie in bed for longer even though I was wide awake. I’d spend more time doing the dishes. Crazy. I know.

It’s insane how life goes from fun and games to having to focus at extended amounts of time on things that stress you out just for a little part of your life.

I cannot wait to review all the products I got from Cardiff and actually enjoy them. I can’t wait to start cooking up random recipes again!

And I cannot wait to finally have my BA degree in my hands. No, seriously. I’ve been here for five years and still haven’t obtained a degree. So I really really need this.

Luckily, this will (hopefully) all be over by this week! Can we get a YAY here?!

I’m starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel and finally have that feeling of the hope for survival.

Until then, guys.

We will all survive this.

Let’s do this!

XVX

p.s. I should go back to proofreading my thesis now.